Sunday, August 29, 2010
It has been months.  I have taken some time to try and figure out where things in my life are headed and I still do not have a lot of the answers.  I do know more than I did before though and I am just beginning to see some of the light at the end of the tunnel; or should I say within the process of grief.  Step by step I am trying to find peace in life when so much has been lost in the last 8 months.  

I do not plan to write a sad blog as the update but I do think it is important for me to point out the incredible fog I am coming out of and trying to find my feet.  The book is coming a long, a much longer process than I previously anticipated but the editing is complete, copy editing is done, the front cover is designed, the back info on the cover is done and now just the binding and back cover design.  After that, the book is off to print. 

I am still working on the anthology and have not gotten as much response as I would have liked but am still outreaching for writers and people to get involved.  

the family is getting a little better.  Robert started grief counseling and Bubba has started school with a special needs program for psychological issues.  Kevin started his senior year and is playing football.  Jon has lost over 50 pounds and has gone down 6 inches in his pants size.  

School is going well, I have started statistics and a class on social problems.  I am in my junior year of school and it is going as well as can be expected.  I am looking forward to completing this degree so I can move on to the next.  

I have gotten back into a little bit of a routine with doing ritual, especially at home solitary.  I am getting back into the swing of connecting with the universe in spiritual ways.  I am looking at taking a new local student on and figuring out how to move forward with life both mundane and spiritual.  

I am looking forward to finding some more peace in all the chaos of this year and have a bit of hope right now.  I hope that I can stretch that into a larger chunk of the day.... day after day.... one day at a time.

May you all be blessed and I promise not to wait to long next time.








Hubbie and I

Hubbie and I